Thankfully Brooke is a very good baby, she sleeps really well, I have to set alarms to get her up to eat. We've gotten into a pretty good routine now, right after I get up to get her bottle she's usually starting to wake up ready to eat. She also is really good about falling asleep by herself, and she only really cries when she has gas, getting her diaper or clothes changes, or is hungry. I know we're going to have some tough days, but right now I'm very thankful for how blessed we've been.
I hate to admit that I've had a few days where I call Brooke Chloe. It makes me a little sad, but I know its normal, we've only said Chloe's name for over a year. I think it makes me sad because it makes me wonder if Chloe would of looked like Brooke, and if she would of been like Brooke or had her own little things. Like Brooke when she's drinking her milk does this little high pitched like swallowing sound, its hard to explain but its the cutest thing ever. Or if Chloe would have the reddish tint to her hair like Brooke, I know they would of had similarities in looks, but it still makes me wonder. Both Chloe and Brooke have my nose, Chloe had my eyes, and Brooke has what look like her daddy's eyes, they both have the "Hart toes" as we call them, and Brooke has her daddy's hands/fingers, sadly I can't really remember what Chloe's hands/fingers looked like.
I'm not sure if anyone remembers my post about white butterflies, but few days before we had Brooke I kept seeing a single white butterfly in our yard, and the day we brought her home we saw what I would guess was the same little butterfly. I like to think its Chloe keeping close to us, we see a white butterfly usually everyday now. I'm not sure if I put this in our last post but Brooke has 3 dimples, 2 by her mouth, and one in her left cheek, and possibly one in her right cheek. One of our friends step moms said she always heard that dimples were "angel kisses". And which that makes sense cause Brooke does have her sister, her pawpaw, and her great granny in heaven. I ended up googling to see if there was anyone else who have heard that before and I found this blog post that's a really good read, you should check it out: http://sephoraanangelsjourney.wordpress.com/2013/08/12/the-story-about-the-dimple/
I haven't looked at any of her other posts just yet besides this one, but she is also an Angel Mom with a little girl in heaven, and has rainbow baby who has a dimple in his little cheek.
I'll go ahead and stop my writing here, and post the pictures I was talking about above!